Why do I love you?

You are so far away and at the same time here so close...
How is it possible?
After so much suffering, so much tears, so much "I miss you", I actually belived that you were part of my past and you would never be part of my life again.
How could I folled myself?
After so much time, i keep thinking about you and about the great moments we had and then tears start falling down my face.
Why did you came into my life like this?
To make me suffer?
Why is it so hard to forget you?
Maybe the answers are in my head but my heart just doesn't accept them.
The truth is: I miss you. I miss so much...
There were just a few, the moments i spent you with you, but there were enought to see that I love you!
I wish I didn't met you, you only brought paine to my life.
I wish I could say that I hate you but I just can't!
I love you!
I love you like I never loved someone in my all life.